I wonder how much of my random actions are actually a cry for help. The fact that I am walking around and doing the things that I need to do is not the true indication of what is really going on in my heart. I feel like I am operating in a state of high functioning brokenness. I keep doing what I know to do and I am waiting for every part of me to catch up.
I stand on the promises of God and I believe that He will pull me out of this pit. I am determined to set my eyes on God as a flint and delight myself in Him. Day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute, I am trusting God to get stronger.
Are you in a similar vulnerable place today? God can hear your cry for help. I encourage you to keep putting one foot in front of another with your eyes fixed on God. It will not always be this way. The fog will clear. Like everything else in life, this season will pass and the sun will shine again in its full strength. Encourage yourself in God today and keep going.
